AMMENDED 2100 HOURS, New York time:
Should you leave permanently our loss is your razor wit, wonderful humor, your writing style and intellect. For me, from day one here, your posts leapt out as stellar. They still do. You are correct in that sometimes not our best sides are exposed after a 'broadside' and we get drawn in. As for your realization; one learns at every age, whether it plant, animal, mineral, math, medical or LIFE. Be aware though, we are oft times our own worst critic. As a published critic yourself, you know to take a step back and a 'breather' if you get bogged down in an article. Maybe just a 'breather' from here is in order.Best regards to you in your decision to stay or go. Of course, one hopes to see you at least return if not stay.
Theo. I am one that has asked you to post and say something funny or intellectual in the past. I hope if you still have my email that you write me. I have some things I would like to say that I do not want to share in this public forum. Thanks
I'm sorry you feel this way Theo..But unfortunately the Internet is full of people..That just want some one to make them feel better.. Kinda like you wanna feel better by posting this..I can't help but wonder if maybe you really were looking for more.. And when you were not finding it.. You ended up getting frustrated and a bit angry..All tho I do understand the feeling of always being there for every one else.. And never getting anything back..I use to feel used and defeated by this too..The secret is to completely not expect any thing back form people..Believe me it makes life allot easier to deal with both on line and off..Best of luck to you hope.. Ya find what ever it is your looking for..
Do you feel better now? Now that you have gotten that all off your chest. Dancing ape? No offense but I couldnt help giggling at that mental picture. lol. I do hate to see you go though. Although I do admit you get a little....outspoken at times, I have enjoyed your fresh point of view and your intellect. And I also think that if people only talk to you when they want something from you, then they are missing a lot of good conversation. I wouldn't mind talking to you on different level.