I have found that guys will say they love you and want you but when it comes to holding your hand in public you are the lock ness monster anyone else found that do i look like the lock nessmonster

and I hate it cause I'm not one of those guys and I don't have any sweet big girl's hand to hold in public :(

I've only walked down the street once with a big girl and I was Proud :D to hold her hand. She was nice enough to wait with me for my train and I sat there with my arms around her :D.

Well sweetie I have been where you are so here are the blunt answers:

1- NO, they do not love you. People are ALWAYS proud of who they love.

2- NO, you are not the loch ness monster. You're a cute young girl.

3- Don't waste your youth on idiots. Search the internet for BBW sites and join all the ones you can to increase your chances of finding someone who truly likes Fabulous And Thick girls.

4- If he doesn't want to hold your hand in public, he's not worth you anyway. Tell him to excuse you for a minute. Then sneak away and let him stay there waiting for you to return. Go home and laugh about it. Write his name on the bottoms of your shoes and walk on it until it wears off. It feels good!

Good luck. Don't let fools define you.

And i have have found out that 88% of the guys just want easy and cheap sex.
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