I hate Sundays nights. This is when I feel the loneliest. After a busy week & a weekend full of fun, family, & friends, I have to go home to an empty house. Only my puter to keep me company. No kids, roommates, or even a pet. I think Sunday nights & wedding receptions are when I tend to feel very lonely. Share with me please, when do you feel the loneliest?
I work all day at a busy store so I dont really have time to sit there and thik abot being alone and unwanted. However I hate it at night time when I cant sleep (that is when the mind starts to wonder) and I lay there just thinking about all my mistakes, and my flaws (many flaws), and about what my future might be like, about my dreams and my goals (that seem so far out of reach) and about just a whole bunch of stupid stuff....yeah for me night time is the worse, night time sucks balls.
I can guarantee there is nothing wrong with you at all! I completely understand how you feel and we have all been there. I know of someone right now as a matter of fact who is bigger than me, as well as mean, constantly grumpy, and incredibly narcasscistic, and a cheater! Who is now married and expecting her first child, where as I was dumped hard about 2 months ago and currently have no one. But its just the roll of the dice hun, fate has a funny way turning things around when you least expect them. Hold on and never give up, the one you are looking for will find you first if you let them. :) smile
Late at night (like right now) or when I find something really cool that I enjoy, and I have nobody to share it with. When I see couples doing things together that they enjoy. I just hope that someday I find the person that I can share all those things with and do all the things I enjoy with.
I use to measure my loneliness in moments but the feeling has progressed after nearly 13 yrs of being single, to feeling lonely all the time. It doesn't stop me from going out and doing what I have to do or what I might like to do, but since I do EVERYTHING alone it's hard to get away from the feeling.
I feel lonely when I see my friends with their husbands/boyfriends. I feel lonely when I hear my friend on the phone with her husband who is in Iraq, she has so much love for him and he for her. When I see couples at the movies, restaurants and the mall. I wish I had that. Why is love so elusive?
When I sit and wallow in my depression. It's not until I force myself to go out and actually have a good time that I finally stop feeling lonely. I think you kinda have to white-knuckle it and just go for it, sometimes. It's only at those moments that I have the most fun and finally stop feeling lonely. And as far as a pet... what's preventing you from getting one?