I had decided to stop looking thinking it will happen when it's suppose to...a month later "my forever" from this site contacted me and we have been together ever since. So I am a believer that it will happen when you least expect it, when your not looking, etc. I hope you have a better day today than yesterday
I have had days like you were having. I DO believe when you are sooo into the search, it prolongs the find. Enjoy the search. Have fun with meeting and getting to know people. Put yourself out there more. Volunteer in your community....Strike up a conversation in the grocery store....stop thinking about where or what it will get you and just enjoy. When you least expect it....you will be blessed!