This is a poem I wrote after the love of my life left me. Two of my good friends had just started dating and I was soooo jealous!

I hate seeing them together
I hate the fullness in their eyes
I hate everytime they say hello
And when they kiss goodbye.
I hate their little 'fights'
The way they pout and turn away
I hate to see them make up
And their 'I love you's' a million times a day.
I hate it when she's walking by
And he stops her for a kiss
I hate my pain, I hate my envy
And I hate my loneliness.
I wish that we were still together
To fill the emptiness in my eyes
I wish I could hear just one more hello
And erase that deafening goodbye.
I would have stopped our little fights
The way we'd pout and turn away
But I know now that we'll never make up
Nor will I hear 'I love you' even once a day
I hate it when I'm walking by
And I stop you for a kiss
Then I wake up, alone once more
And I hate the loneliness.

It is never easy.. been there few times.... The only good about all that is .. it made me stronger and more cautious....

oh...sug....

I hear a familiar echo

In Your words tonight...

For long ago I was in your shoes..

I learned of lost love's plight....

This pain that you are feeling ..

Will wane as time goes by....


Never though, to completely leave you,

This I have come to know....

The bittersweet is yours to hold...

No one can remove the memory....

The love you felt and feel is real...

so take comfort dear in knowing from a

older broken's view....

not even He can remove his memory....


(just hang in there darlin')...this too shall pass...the bitter will be erased and sweet is all that is left....hugs, S