Ive been on my own for ages now. I really want a boyfriend to love me and not cheat on me this time.
Its soo hard finding someone thats between the ages of 18-24 whos into the same music as me that likes big girls let alone me.

Its getting me down cos I dont think nothings gonna happen anymore. *sigh*

You need to let go of unimportant things. YES, you should want a guy in your age range, YES you should want a guy who loves plus-sized women and more importantly you, but WHO CARES about music tastes?? I don't think I've ever dated someone with the same tastes in music as I have. I've dated girls into punk rock, goth/industrial, deathmetal, 80's/new wave... and I'm into reggae! It was fun being introduced to new musical styles and going to new environments. I think you should leave the musical tastes part alone and just be more open minded.

Hello DBL!

I hear you on wanting someone to love and to love you back. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find a man to be in my life, and actually want to be in my life.

Have faith, as I'm sure you'll find someone.