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Posted on Tue, Jun 06, 2006 11:44

(This one's a nod to Bluegirl2006, who challenges us all to check our perspective.) As I have mentioned, I joined the cyber-dating world, not in with the belief that I would necessarily find my split-a-part here, but rather as a part of expressing to the Universe that I was serious in my quest. In doing so, I have been very fortunate. While I may not receive volumes of replies, I do connect with some real wonderful people. I also don't get hassled by people who have no respect for boundaries -seems my latent b*tch is very clear in my written voice-lol. Given that so many who contact me are a long way off, this has become more and more, a way of keeping my positive energy up. While I am a hopeless romantic who believes in the possibility that I could find love half way around the world, I am also a realist who knows that it is more probable that it will happen around the corner. I have oft had to ponder and been amused by the hand of fate in my life. Lately she has been up to some serious hi-jinks. Thorough a series of "coincidences" I have been exchanging with a local gent though email. There have been a few moments along the path where I normally would have disengaged, but decided to push past instead. Last night we made real contact for the first time. The results have been most intriguing. Turns out, not only is he local, but we knew of each other years ago when we both worked in the same building for different organizations. At the time, an age difference that now seems inconsequential kept me from considering serious pursuit. Little did I know, Mr. Man was standing close by silently coveting my behind. Now it would be easy to lament the wasted years, but I have come to understand life enough to recognize that everything happens for a reason. We probably needed the interceding years to develop to the point where we were ready for each other. And while it took a lot of twist and turns to get us here, it does not mean this is our final destination. No in this moment, I am just happy to celebrate the wonders of the Universe and grateful for the call to participate in the dance. Moreover, I wanted to share that what success I have had, has not been in the pursuit or in sitting back and wishing, but rather in really opening up, letting go and letting God. Here's hoping that the hand of fate beacons to you today, and that you are brave enough to heed it. Remember that courage is not the absence of fear, but rather feeling the fear and doing it anyway. No guts? No glory!


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Posted on Wed, Jun 07, 2006 11:01

Lovely story ... hope all continues to go well ... kinda restores your faith in human kind (well, a little bit anyway!)


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