Ok, I am talking to this guy on another site and he is tall (6ft5), seems nice,is averege looking in his pict (he reashures me he looks better in person but I like his pits), is an exibitionest, and is a submisive. I have only had sex twice ever! How the heck am I suppost to take charge? Im trying to plan for us to meet mon in the commpany of some of my friends but we are going to have to talk about this... Hes been a submisive profecionally! How the heck am I suppost to compare to his last "Owner" and if everything works out he wants me to own him... How do I own a person? AHHH...I dont know what to do. What if he ends up to be a great guy that Im interested in? How am I to keep his sexual intrest? I don't know what to do. I guess just waite and see what happens... we might not even get along or like eachother in person so I guess I should waite before I panic.
The Rescue Band is playing this weekend at the Orris in Ste.Gen, I can't waite. Their CD is just out and they are my favorite... Anyway, my best friend has to work so I'll probably be stuck with her sister. Oh well, I'll have fun anyway. Oh and if anyone wants to know about The Rescue Band just look them up on the net... you can find them if you try, they have a site. I'll probably update this later and tell everone the details later...I love the guys in The Rescue Band...Ok, can you tell I'm a little crazy over them? It's ok I'm a friend/fan of them for quite a while... been fallowing Jud's singing career for about 6yrs... WOW! That's a shock, I'm actually getting old. Oh well, I told my brother and mother I was going to be 21 forever... now they forget my real age all the time, even though I tell them my real age all the time... I think it's funny.
Ok, I went again. He was tired, poor fellow partied to hard with some guyfriends the night before. He keept yaning and I keept trying not to look as his shirt rode up when he streched... He is really nice. I'm going to take it slow though cause I think if nothing else we could be friends very easyly. We chated for around an hour and a half. It was fun... and easy witch is a first. Anyway I been trying to keep up with my internet stuff to... have a great e-mail pal but he is buisy at work this week so I don't plan on hearing from him daily like I did before. My friend text me and asked if I wanted to be hooked up with a guy that she knows that works at the school with her sister (probably a teacher or a custodian, I didn't ask)... I seid shure well see... she seid she had to talk to her sister and she will git back to me. I was talking to a coworker about all this attention and seid that "when it rains it pores and its raining men"... she laughed at me.
I was at work talking to a coworker that I know well. She seid that I am to picky about guys and that I should consider guys that are less attractive looking. Well first of all, THEIR IS NO SUCH THING AS UGLY! Ok, everyone has something about themselves that makes them attractive, I happen to be attracted to a certain type but I don't chose all the men I talk to based on that. I do have some ground rules and if that makes me picky then oh well. If you don't like it fly a kite...
RULES FOR DATING THECURVYTIGERESS-
1) Be brave enough to ask, If I asked you out once that means I found something about you interesting so if we have fun on a date go ahead and go out on a limb and ask me out for another date... I might say yes but if you don't ask don't expect me to come beging for more. (or at lease indicate you want another date, I'm not a mind reader)
2) PERSONALLITY- Great personallity is nessasary. If you don't bore me and we git along together it's good... if your boring, mean, cold hearted,rude, ect... then their is no way in heck I'll go out with you.
3) Slang is a no no - if I don't understand you and you sound like a uneducated idiot just because you think you need to talk like a homeboy, well... I am not going to be impressed, it's a fast way to annoy or bore me.
4) Trying to hard is dumb... be yourself... I like individuals not ghost and zombies.
5) Physical Attraction- If it goes as far into things as a actuall relationship I have to be attracted to you on a mental, emotional, and chemical level... people seem to think that I can just decide to be with someone just because I have one type of attraction to someone (mostly they say pay attention to personality not looks, I can't help I'm attracted to good looking guys... I have a friend that admits ugly guys turn her on, is that any diffrent?), Hello... it has to be on all levels to be a true romantic relationship. Shure some things are more important but I don't want to git physicly involved with a guy without being attracted to him as an individual I'm chemecly attracted to as well as all the mental and emotional attraction...instead of just because he has something between his leggs and I'm in the mood and I like him as a person (thats called a f buddy), If I wanted that I would just play with a B.O.B. and stay single for the rest of my life while making interesting freinds instead of trying to find a boyfriend with possability of becomeing more.
Ok, I forgot to add some stuff. My e-mail pal is buisy lately and I haven't heard from him in a week. Another guy I talk to has my number and I thought he didn't call but when I checked my cell I found a unknown number called me...Is it him? Should I call back and find out? I don't know. I spilled tea on me this morning and was late for class cause I had to change. I finished my part of an english project. I have another guy that wants to IM me but I have a hard enough time keeping up with my e-mail... . I am thinking about gitting pict. done to try to be a plus size model... still not shure about it, after all I am rounder than lane bryant models. It's the short upper body and averege leggs... makes me look like I have long leggs but makes me have no waste... dose that mean my screen name isn't accurate? Oh well... I look good anyways, Long looking legs (thick thighs... no thanks mom)and big chest... only draw back is round tummy and considering this is a BBW site I don't think thats a problem (although I am thinking about excercising to make it flatter... I at lease want a waist even though I will never have a tiny waist with my short upper body).
Cancleld... I don't have the time and money for the passport and mom thought that it would be nice if I could go after I finished college so as not to miss to many classes. She regrets that I can't go with them this time but I am hopping that I can still take a couple of days during the week and the hole weekend to go someplace (if I save up some cash) instead of a hole week and two weekends that the family are taking to go to Panama. Only problem now... where to go? And what friends can I ask to go with me? Hummm...something to ponder.
Ok, I'm at the mall with my friends... I was a little late gitting their cause one of my friends couldn't dicide whether or not to go (ahhh, so annoing) anyway we got their and went and saw a movie. After that we were walking around and I went to the shoe store that the guy worked at... He was at break. I got all worked up over nothing... but then I saw him walking in to the store, my friends where chating away and didn't even notice, we looked in to each others eyes as we passed eachother from oppisite ends of the hall way and waved at eachother. My friends, compleatly clueless keept walking. Ahhh... I swear next time I'm not takeing them with me to the mall... especialy that one, I could have talked to him but no, my friends don't pay any notice and when their finially done looking around. they want to head to another mall before going home. Hello, for being good friends you shure are killing my love life. Anyway I am definitly going back soon. He was to nice to pass up and to attractive (at lease to me) for me to ignore. After all how often do I git the chance at a guy I find both nice and attractive...Ummm... not very often. Ok so I am going to be brave and go see him. I just hope you all where right about going for it.
Ok, today I was at the mall and went to a shoe store. Their was a nice looking guy at the register and he asked me if I needed help. Normal rite... well normally the sales person would leave me alown after I told them that I am just looking but this guy started chating me up and eventually asked what I was doing in the city (we already discused where I live). I told him I was just shopping and that I have to go to work after he had told me he gits off of work at 5. Being a big chicken and not shure if all this was him being overly freindly to a potential customer or him interested in me I left the store while he was busy. I called my friend for advice and she seid go for it... I walked back in the store and me and him started chating again... he works at noon tommorow, I told him I would be up their again tommorow hanging with a friend at the movie theater. I then had to leave the mall for real. Is he really intested in me or is this some delushion on my part? Oh well I guess I'll just have to waite and see. Now I really have to go to work. So untill next time, Have a nice day.
I was out with my family and my dad bought me a new top, 2 books, a magazine, and makeup. I think I'm spoild... I was walking around the store with the stuff trying to decide what I could afford to git and I ended up with the cart... I put my stuff in the cart still thinking about wich things would end up my purchases. Next thing I know we are emptying the cart onto the belt to git scaned and dad sees my stuff, he asked whos stuff it was and I seid mine... he added them to his own purchases... no questions asked about what and how much. I really think I'm spoiled
Ok, I was talking to some friends of mine and one of the guys seid that when he first walked up to me he didn't recognize me... that lead me to look at my pictures from the last 2years of which I have posted up on my profile.... I look like an entirely diffrent person because of my hairstyle. I can't belive it. I don't look like I'm someone increadably diffrent but it looks like a pict of 2 sisters with simular features but diffrent looks. Anyways I have decided to post new picts so as to not be deciveing about my looks but it will take a few days cause I don't have a camra right now. So anyone who's interested in seeing a before and after shot of me just look for a blog with the title- Tigeress BEFORE/AFTER
I have an new e-mail pal, actually we have exchanged a few e-mails already but it seems like this one will last ( he's not on this site ) anyway I'm going to look up his name and hopefully whatever dirt is on him will be stuff thats not really bad.
Told him about the drunk guy this weekend. I didn't say the guy was cute though, hope that wasn't the wrong thing to say.
Oh and why is everyone using the Blogs like another forum? Blogs are suppost to be like journals aboout yourself... not 20 questions to chat with everyone.
Ok,so everyone has listen to me gripe on this thing... It is after all my best form of amusment, gripping and laughing at how dumb and boring my little escapades in life are. But this weekend really amused me. I always gripe about guys not noticing me, well I got noticed this weekend. I went and checked out the band GTO (an oldies groupe) with my friends... I thought it would be another boring night but I ended up being hit on by two men. One was dirty (can't a guy clean up before going to the bar, I mean YUCK!) the other one drunk, I mean really drunk. The dirty one tried to git me to dance... no thanks. The drunk one asked me if I was his girl... I don't know you, how can I be your girl?... he looked disapointed then complimented me on my outfit (short shorts whith a black top with a round neck that scoops very low in the back with a lace insert and elbow lenght sleaves. Oh, and high heal black sneakers)and then hugged me and kissed my ear. I wasen't shure if I should say something or laugh at my tendency to attract drunks. Anyways I of course left the bar alone, sobber. I even had made a joke with my friends earlyer in the evening that if anything happens, which it usually dosn't, I have my shapeware with the built in panties on (I need a new one, the one I have is the wrong size... dosn't hold me in much)and that it was a good enough chastity belt to keep me from trouble... I guess It worked, I didn't do anything... even though he was hot.
Ok I have to admit it, I'm all over the web but I still don't have a e-mail pal yet let alone a date or boyfriend. I guess I am being picky. Oh well, thats just how I am. I do have a couple of interesting potentials... none of which live near but thats ok, e-mail pal is good, I need more friends in my life and you never know what might develope. Mean while I had a chance to go to a party at some frat house or something but turned it down, my friend was invited but didn't feel like going, she seid if I was bored I could always go to it but I didn't feel like it. I mean really, go to a party where everyone is drunk and I don't know anyone and git hit on by some drunk idiot? No thanks. Oh well I needed some rest after all the work I did the last week any way.
Ok so this weekend I was going to see the guys (The Rescue Band) but apparently got the date wrong. I ended up hanging out with my friend doing nothing in particular with her gripping about losing a two week boyfriend due to something stupid that she did and me gripping about not even knowing or meeting any guys to date let alone have as a boyfriend. So hear we are in mutual misery saying we are lonely. Is this normal? to be lonely with your best friend in the seat beside you? What is wrong with us? She is average size and just as cute as me, I'm big and cute... Why don't we have men lined up at our doors? I'm confused... must be a personality deficiency. My mom said I need to dress more grown up and conservative (in other words boring, boxy, and concealing). Why should I, a woman reaching the age of 25 dress like an older more conservative woman? Because I'm big and I like guys that are well dressed, that's why. My mom said it, not me. I hate that. Just because I'm large and I have a thing for guys that are my opposite I have to dress and act different. Well, all I can say is GO TO HELL! I like that I'm different and experiment with my clothing. I like that I act young and can have fun but still be a responsible adult. I like dressing in short skirts, tight jeans, t-shirts with silly sayings on them, revealing blouses, v-neck tops, ect..
Well I was checking out my calender and realize that my favorite local band The Rescue is playing this weekend so that will be fun but I have to call my friends and see if anyone is going to go and hang with me. I might even show you some picts of all the fun I'm going to have. School is OK and for once I wasn't sleepy in accounting class (dang 0's). Anyway I'm have decided to keep looking for a better job just in case I can find something better and as far as the whole dating thing (or lack of dates)I no longer care... It will happen sooner or later and I will just keep up with the dating sites and go with the flow.
Have a Nice Day and Be Happy!
My weekend included seeing relatives I don't know at a wake. Getting the number from a relative of a place that pays good wages only to find out online their not hiring for the positions I am qualified for. Eating at Ryan's on the way home with my parents and brother from the wake only to see a storm blow in and find out about tornado's touching down... some close by but no damage to our place, thank god. A friend with issues texting me. And last of all no electricity from the moment we git home on Sunday till 3am on Monday. I really want a different job... and a different life. At this rate I am not only want a vacation but also a good romp in the hay just to relax... I NEED A MAN... Or just a vibrator, chocolate, and a good book. Oh and anyone have a underground missile silo to sell?... If i make that my house then I don't have to worry about stupid tornado's.
I fell asleep in accounting class. How humiliating! Their are only 7 students in that class and I sit in the front row...rite in front of the instructor. Two hours of sleep a night is not going to do it for me. Now I have to go in tomorrow for tutoring so I know what the heck I missed... I need to win the lotto, then I wouldn't have to work and I could git plenty of sleep for class the next day.