http://www.LargeFriends.com/blog?Latina73 iv allways ben big, but i was sexy and i turned heads and men loved my sexualness. i had a set of twins that are now 19mths. old and i gained 80 lbs. and only lost 20 of it.now im just overly fat. my weight is now 287 and i dont feel sexy at all.the guys dont even look my way anymore and when they do i get shy and wonder if they are thinking yuck. im lonely for a companion and i wont go out and look.iv tried to lose it and cant. should i just forget about finding a partner and be alone? help!!! en-us http://www.LargeFriends.com/blog_messages?blog_id=56100 13-JUL-08