Blogs for steelmant.

If you could....

08-NOV-09

Greetings to all who stop by this little blog.? I was just wondering that, if you met someone special, what would be one of the most romantic things you'd do for that special someone?? For me, being in the band scene, I would take my special woman to a candle light dinner at first, just the two of us.? Then as the first set would be coming to an end, I'd put on my wireless headset mic, and ask her to join me on the dance floor.? I'd dance with her, singing to her as we danced "Angel Eyes" by The Jeff Healey Band.? Having the lights dancing across the floor, cascading over us as I'd sing with all ?my heart and soul just for her.?? How about you, any ideas?

crossing......

30-OCT-09

The crossing of Jordan for a loved one as it soon draws near

can often make one cry and shed many a tear

but in this time of trails and despair and grief

there sometimes is a sweet relief

to see the suffering of a loved one end

and the spiritual life to begin

this is the times that I face now today

as the burden grows heavier and heavier like pulling a load of hay

as more is piled on, my steps don't grow

and at often times are really slow

my head hangs down as a river of tears do flow

from my eyes, through my hands, to the floor below

as I sit and weep at the thoughts of this time as?it seems hard to bare

and often times my sould and heart it shreads and tare

my shoulder may be big and broad to most who see

this little fella you can call Tiny

but they're sore, broken, and heavy laden with a load

as through this dark and often rocky stretch of road

but soon I know the sun will shine again after all is said and done

and a loved one has left and gone

I can somehow begin anew

like the morning crystal dew

so if when you read this little blog

if you'd be so kind, if you feel led, to leave me a note on the log

as I read every one and take your words to heart

and from my thoughts, my dear friends here never depart

for when I'm down and feeling blue

I think of the words of my friends left here and they carry me through

they give me strength to finish this chapter of my life

and yes, and many may know, has been filled with both joy and strife

but in the end I'll really know

that my friends that I've made here really to me show

that they care and hold me up

and with joy has often filled my cup

thank you for reading this and I hope that it helps someone on the way

and if it has, please leave me a note sometime today

this is just another poem from the heart of some one you see

that you can call... well... Tiny

the road...of...

22-OCT-09

Howdy to all who visit this little blog

and decides to leave a comment on the log

as I sat recently in a restaurant feeling depressed and all alone

and the chills of unplesant thoughts of the things happening then chilled me to the bone

in a room full of people in this place that day

I was so all alone, it's sad to say

but then in my mind as I closed my eyes I could see

all of the people that are my friends here on the LF site to me

and my heart began to feel warm, and my mind felt at peace

as this feeling of loneliness had to just release

at time I felt like someone, somewhere was thinking of me

this little fella y'all know as Tiny

I just want to say thanks to all of my freinds for their kind words of wisdom and encouragement

for at that time, they lifted me up out of discouragement.

and to where instead of oh woah is me

to I know I can be all I can be

where the next turn of life may lead me I don't know

but I know that with awesome friends like all of you here I can show

the world out there that no matter what comes my way

there is always a sun behind the clouds of every day

and that sun to me has been all of my dear friends here

and at that time, I had to shed a tear

just letting you know what friendship can mean for you see

it's happend to this little fella, signed by Tiny..

The boulevard...

10-OCT-09

Hi there to all who may visit this little blog.? After expierencing, and still am, an emotional roller coaster, another bigger wrinkle has come my way.? In the last 2 months, I've had to become caregiver to 2 very, very close family members.? One of them is only once in a while, but the other has been for the last month almost full time along with keeping up with work.? There are times that, while in this role, I feel so all alone and desolate, like all is gone.? Is this a normal thing to happen in this role? Has someone out there in blogland expierenced this and maybe can give me advice on this, it would be a great help.? I've also heard on the cd player a song that kind of fits what I've been feeling over the last 2 weeks or so. ...? Greenday's? Boulevard of Broken Dreams.. where the chorus goes: "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.. my shadow's heart's the only things that's beating... sometimes I wish someone out there would find me... till then.. I walk alone.."??

wondering.....

26-SEP-09

Hi again to all of you who visit this little blog. After recent turns of events, from loosing love, to gaining some back, then might be loosing it again [you get the idea of the roller coaster ride], I've come to something. I now think I know why a lot of songwriters/artists have done certain songs over the years. Some that express what I've been going through are: Nazzareth "Love Hurts", Charlie Daniels "Was it 26", Eric Clapton "Pretending", Poison "Every Rose Has It's Thorn", and a whole host of others too numerious to mention. I was wondering if when others go through this, what song tells their tale or advise you find? Right now, with all that's currently going on, I feel like a Montgomery Gentry song that our band was praticing before, "Trying to Survive" the best way I know how. Thanks for any commets that you may leave to help me out on this journey. Tiny