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WHY Posted on Wed, May 30, 2007 10:08
Can you tell me why men are afraid of a good women I mean when a women wants to give a man everything all he has to do is love her for you she is thats all she wants he dont have to make alot of money she just wants his heart but you know what it seems like all men want is them women who dont have nothing going for themself all they do is lay around and have bounch of kids having all kind of stress and stuff like that always trying to fight why do guys want a women like that can anybody tell me why please I want to know where all the real men are who wants a real women
ENDURE Posted on Wed, Mar 14, 2007 12:34
If I can endure for this moment, whatever is happening to me. No matter how heavy my heart, or how dark the moment may be. If I can but keep on believing, what I know in my heart to be true. Then darkness will fade into morning, and with this dawn a new day, too.
POWER OF PAIN Posted on Wed, Mar 14, 2007 12:32
Power Of Pain I sat alone another day. The world was moving all around me, but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill. The doctors say its anxiety. Everyone thinks anxiety means nervousness or fear, but it is deeper than that. Anxiety holds you prisoner. You can't leave your house. Ding Dong Ding Dong The doorbell rings but I can't answer. There is too much fear inside. You can't answer the phone. Ring Ring Ring "Telephone for you!" my family yells. I tell them to say that I will call back, but I won't. You can't eat. Chomp Bite Chew No, not me. The anxiety even controls that. All the pain rushes back up with every little thing I eat. You can't go out. Step Step Step Everyone walking around me, but I can't move, the apprehension paralyzes me. Everyone says, "Be brave. You can do it. You'll make it out of this." But sometimes I wonder if I will. I try to combat it all, but if I attempt to do anything, it all starts over again. Thump Thump Thump My heart beats faster and faster. I can feel it in my chest. Beads of sweat Racing Falling Running down my forehead. All the thoughts swarm in my brain. The fear picks up. It is unbearable. I'm so frightened, but I don't know what of. The paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave. Every day I have to fight what seems to be a losing battle. But then . . . I look outside. I see the colors. I see the life. I see spirit. I know I can do this. Hope Pray Win
IN TIMES OF Posted on Wed, Mar 14, 2007 12:30
In Times Of My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found. *** My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion. It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ... And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.
Drifting Posted on Tue, Mar 06, 2007 14:52
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, To focus through the haze, Just serves to add more questions, Through my endless, tired gaze. Perhaps I'm trying just too hard, To understand it all, For can we ever truly know Just what we have in store? Each incident, each moment passed, Just adds upon the next, But in the end, will I find truth ... Or will I be perplexed? Perhaps I make it harder Than it has to be sometimes, But will my searching bring to me My meaning over time? Or will it leave me broken, And confused as I feel now, While questions bring no solitude, To this, my wrinkled brow.
Friendship Posted on Tue, Feb 20, 2007 16:24
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.
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This Woman Knows Her Worth Posted on Sat, Jul 01, 2006 15:53
This woman knows her worth My worth is unmentionable; you cannot put a price on me Portuguese and black sister with God's love to proclaim. Light skinned sista with light colored eyes. Oh yes we come in different colors, in shapes, and size. A very proud black woman, a true artifact of class. You couldn't't rate me with a dirty coin. A dime piece?!!! PLEASE I will surely pass. I love and fear God, there's no shame in my game. Wont was a second ignoring a man calling me baby, ma, or shorty... My mother already gave me a name. You Cant determine my being a woman from the wiggle in my behind, But do it by how I respect people whether they're cripple, crazy, or blind. For Jesus is love and he surely loves you and me. And for that I love myself...I hope there are a few more sistas out there like me.
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LET'S PRETEND WERE MARRIED Posted on Sat, Jun 03, 2006 17:39
LET'S PRETEND WE'RE MARRIED A man and a woman who have never met before find themselves in the same sleeping carriage of a train. After the initial embarrassment they both go to sleep, the man on the top bunk, the woman on the lower. In the middle of the night the man leans over, wakes the woman and says, "I'm sorry to bother you, but I'm awfully cold and I was wondering if you could possibly get me another blanket?" The woman leans out and, with a glint in her eye, says, "I have a better idea, just for tonight, let's make pretend that we're married." The man says happily, "OK!" AWESOME!" And the woman says, "GOOD .... now go and get your own damn blanket!!!"
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IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU!!!!! Posted on Mon, May 29, 2006 10:21
IT?S ALL ABOUT YOU Don?t say you?re not important, It simply isn?t true, The fact that you were born, Is proof, God has a plan for you. The path may seem unclear right now, But one day you will see, That all that came before, Was truly meant to be. God wrote the book that is your life, That?s all you need to know. Each day that you are living, Was written long ago. God only writes best sellers, So be proud of who you are, Your character is important, In this book you are the ?Star?. Enjoy the novel as it reads, It will stand throughout the ages, Savor each chapter as you go, Taking time to turn the pages. Poem
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BLACK AND BLUE Posted on Wed, May 24, 2006 13:12
"Black & Blue" She hangs, suspended from the pendulum of her own heart strings defying the pull of love yet like a magnet, the force is more than she can bear feeling rhythms everywhere and nature does it's thing as she sits upon that swing imagine feeling burning between smooth thighs while needing another lover's eyes and arms and lips but giving pleasure from her hips to the one who's nearest and not the love who's dearest her heart can know no rest when she can't touch the best flowing endlessly between the two her soul bruised, black and blue warm streams of white hot joy is what she craves inside her soul is where she saves the deepest, sweetest part for the one who owns her heart
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LOVE OR LUST Posted on Mon, May 15, 2006 15:48
Love is loyal. Love is wanting the best for the other person. Love is compromising and working things out in a way that you both can win. Love is finding common ground. Love is trying to come together in a way that makes the world a better place. Love is selfless. Love is caring about the other person?s emotional needs and feelings. What is lust. Lust is self-gratification. Lust can be obsessive. Lust is usually tied to sexual gratification. Lust is selfish. Lust doesn?t consider the other persons wants and needs. Lust doesn?t care about how the other person?s day went. When someone?s in lust they aren?t interested in meeting family or friends. Lust is wanting something to the point that you don?t care who gets hurt. Lust manipulates, destroys and controls. Lust often involves raging. People who lusts may think they are in love, but the fire burns out quickly when they get the person or thing they lust for. Lust doesn?t last, but love can.
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ESSENCE OF A BLACK WOMAN Posted on Sat, May 13, 2006 16:49
You can see the essence of a black woman when she walks into a room. Her beauty is like a flower that blooms. She doesn't need a man to be strong, Because she remains a woman all on her own. She overcomes challenges that stands in her way. The inner strength she has gets her through the day. She continues to triumph with elegance and grace. While being a double jeopardy because of her sex and her race. She is a goal oriented woman with style and confidence. She never forgets where she comes from and for that she is blessed. She has faith in God and not ashamed to acknowledge his presence in her life. She can testify that without him she could never endure any sacrifice. This black woman of beauty is the mother of all. And for that we should be proud and stand tall. Everyone around her can feel her presence. For she is a Black woman of essence.
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Beauty Within Posted on Thu, May 11, 2006 15:02
Some look on the outside for a love that is true,But to look deep inside is all you really have to do.Real love is found deep within your heart and soul,or at lease that is what i was told. You dont have to have a body built like a brick house,or a face prettier than can be,If you would only take a real hard look at me. You would find the most amazing beauty of all, that I keep stored within my heart and soul.So I ask you do you see my beauty within me!
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LOVE HURTS Posted on Sun, May 07, 2006 16:28
In life you are dealt a hand of cards whether you play the hand to win that my friend is up to you.Disppointments,hurt feelings,and teary eyes.Are a part of love. Things you never thought possible happen. Just when you think that things would get worst. Everything seems to turn out right understanding,trust and love come into play. You could be bitter about the littliest of things they are all made right by the one you love. Holding your hand to reassure you that everything is going to be ok the smile that was hidden reappears on your face. Your spirits are higher than ever and your emotions are calm when the kiss of a lifetime is placed unto you.Time stops and everything is still as the moment takes its place.
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