iv allways ben big, but i was sexy and i turned heads and men loved my sexualness. i had a set of twins that are now 19mths. old and i gained 80 lbs. and only lost 20 of it.now im just overly fat. my weight is now 287 and i dont feel sexy at all.the guys dont even look my way anymore and when they do i get shy and wonder if they are thinking yuck. im lonely for a companion and i wont go out and look.iv tried to lose it and cant. should i just forget about finding a partner and be alone? help!!!
im not sure how to exept myself after giving birth to twins and gaining alot of weight. i see big women who like who they are. i dont mind being big its just im now tooo big and i dont feel attractive anymore. im 5'6 and my wt. is 287lbs. could a man love me and find me attractive? im still nice looking its just my belly and when i look at it i feel ugly. my twins birth wt, was 8lbs. and 8.1 lbs. it took its toll on me! at least i got 2 good things out of it! my babys....
