It is sorta hard this year but getting better. 2012 was very hard and glad the time is almost over. Although I have enjoyed some of it I also wish some of my friends had better luck with things. One of my friends has so many problems. I hope for the best for him. :) It has been such a long, hard year. I hope 2013 is better.
What is new on this site. I have not written in months. Not much really. I am not sure what I really am looking for. I guess nothing since I may go out with a friend of mine someday.
Well otherwise life is good. I hope it is good with u guys.
No matter what. that is what i have learned. It is mean when people say that no one likes me. How would they like it? Its cruel. So I try not to let them get to me. This makes no sense to me. If no one liked me why would they write to me or call me or whatever. I can write to whoever i want. as long as they write back or ask me out or whatever. I dont need to listen to what they say. I will simply block them from now on. Its terrible hearing remarks like this. Which is why I stay away from the people in my town. They are so shallow its pathetic. How could they say this stuff when they dont even know me. I may be a hermit but i need not put up with this behavior. :) it is time to get tough, make a stand. in fact i am ready to leave this town. :(
I dont get people when they say i think i have found him when i havent. I don't think so at all. In fact i am still looking. ;) Its sad to be alone a lot of the time but I accept it. Like the song I still havent found what Im looking for, I havent! Its simply sad when u are 32 and still alone after many years but i accept that I havent met a right person for me yet. It may take me 40 years old until I find him. or more who knows. Whatever God wants for me, I guess I can accept. Or i have met him and dated him but it just isnt the right time. I know I cant be so fussy when it comes to the dates i go on. But guys cant be so fussy either. I cant be desperate either so I am not settling for just anyone. They have to be a good fit so to speak. :) Whather this one guy i see sometimes is right for me i will never know as we both arent into settling down. It is sad really. I am sick of people thinking I think someone is right for me, when I really don't. Its their problem not mine. I wouldn't pick someone and say gee i think he is the right one for me. It has to go both ways! :) I havent met the person it is 2 ways with.
That what I want and what God wants are two different things. Maybe I am meant to be alone for awhile. It's okay though. A lot of people in this world are single. It's not that big of a deal. I know I shouldn't be saying this on a dating site, but I should have met someone special by now and I haven't.