It is sorta hard this year but getting better. 2012 was very hard and glad the time is almost over. Although I have enjoyed some of it I also wish some of my friends had better luck with things. One of my friends has so many problems. I hope for the best for him. :) It has been such a long, hard year. I hope 2013 is better.
I went out two times this weekend with 2 separate guys. They both are nice. Well rather I met one of them for a short while. He took me home and we talked a lot on the phone this last week. He is cool and I hope to be able to visit him someday soon. It is nice. The other one I am supposed to go to a ball game with next month. Fun. I hope he does go through with this. It should be a blast. We had fun bowling and stuff. I am keeping my options open u never know. The one guy said i look good and stuff. The other is shy sorta but we had fun bowling and going out to eat. Hope all is well there. Talk soon
What is new on this site. I have not written in months. Not much really. I am not sure what I really am looking for. I guess nothing since I may go out with a friend of mine someday. Well otherwise life is good. I hope it is good with u guys.
No matter what. that is what i have learned. It is mean when people say that no one likes me. How would they like it? Its cruel. So I try not to let them get to me. This makes no sense to me. If no one liked me why would they write to me or call me or whatever. I can write to whoever i want. as long as they write back or ask me out or whatever. I dont need to listen to what they say. I will simply block them from now on. Its terrible hearing remarks like this. Which is why I stay away from the people in my town. They are so shallow its pathetic. How could they say this stuff when they dont even know me. I may be a hermit but i need not put up with this behavior. :) it is time to get tough, make a stand. in fact i am ready to leave this town. :(
I dont get people when they say i think i have found him when i havent. I don't think so at all. In fact i am still looking. ;) Its sad to be alone a lot of the time but I accept it. Like the song I still havent found what Im looking for, I havent! Its simply sad when u are 32 and still alone after many years but i accept that I havent met a right person for me yet. It may take me 40 years old until I find him. or more who knows. Whatever God wants for me, I guess I can accept. Or i have met him and dated him but it just isnt the right time. I know I cant be so fussy when it comes to the dates i go on. But guys cant be so fussy either. I cant be desperate either so I am not settling for just anyone. They have to be a good fit so to speak. :) Whather this one guy i see sometimes is right for me i will never know as we both arent into settling down. It is sad really. I am sick of people thinking I think someone is right for me, when I really don't. Its their problem not mine. I wouldn't pick someone and say gee i think he is the right one for me. It has to go both ways! :) I havent met the person it is 2 ways with.
That what I want and what God wants are two different things. Maybe I am meant to be alone for awhile. It's okay though. A lot of people in this world are single. It's not that big of a deal. I know I shouldn't be saying this on a dating site, but I should have met someone special by now and I haven't.